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Name: Samantha
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: St. Joseph
Birthday: 9/6/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: I love to write and sing and praise the Lord. I like anime (japanese animation) and just having fun in life. I also love my family and all the wonderful friends i have.
Expertise: People, I love people and getting to know them and helping them in any way possible. I feel that I have pretty well developed listening skills and can be there whenever needed for others.
Occupation: Unknown at this time
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  damselinadress_2005
AIM:  theoptimist06
ICQ:  293535673
Member Since:
4/13/2004
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| Well, I have been keeping myself busy with school and the bf. School is really getting heatic, but I am really enjoying my classes. I will see how well I did on my first test next week and I have my first small paper to get done. I am trying very hard to keep motivated, but it's hard when I get into a funk like today. I feel like I'm spinning my wheels. I keep thinking about the whole "after school" thing and I get really scared. After trying to decide what to do my speech emphasis in (going for the ability to teach oral comm as well as lit classes) I just kept feeling pigeon holed. Am I going to teach the rest of my life? Am I ever going to be a successful published author, or will I end up being that teacher who can't do it, so I'll end up bitter and frustrated? I am really itching to escape. I just need a break from everything around here. I need some spiritual reawakening and rejuvenation. Hopefully that will happen during my time out in NM with Molly. Anyhoo, that's it for me. Hopefully everyone else is not having such issues...lol Later days | | |
| I have had the most amazing and wonderful weekend with my man. I am so happy with everything that I am gushing again on here. We spent the weekend with some of his family and some of his friends. It was nice to see his world a little closer and feel like I am more and more a part of it. His friends like me from what he told me and his family seems to like me too. =) Now I just have to have him get a little more aquianted with my side of things. I just have to figure out how to get everyone to meet him, well friends anyway. The family thing will happen soon I hope, maybe a bday party for mom or something. Anyway, I hope everyone had a great start to the new year and all new year resolutions are still unbroken...later days | | |
| I am totally and absolutly the happiest girl right now. I know I said I wasn't going to get too gitty over my guy on here, but I must. He told me he loved me over the weekend and I am just soooo happy now. It is something that you just hope will happen and now that it has, I can say it to him too. Yes I am in love and can't glow anymore or I might blind people...lol..anyhoo, I also had a great time with getting to hang out with his friend Jason and his fiance Chris...they are the cutest couple and are alot of fun to be with. The only downside to the whole weekend was watching the Northwest BearCats fall short of winning the NCAA Division II Championship. It was very sad and aggravating to watch, but there is always next year. Anyhoo, happy holidays, merry christmas and happy new years to all who read this. May all your time be wonderfully spent with the ones you love and don't party too hard 
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| Well, I thought I was going to have a ton of time on my hands for break, but it seems that I am off to work as a temp for the orthopedic office in the atchison,ks hospital. Its where my mom works in HR and I guess she thought of me (that and I'm cheaper then going through a temt service) I will get paid well to sit on my butt for three weeks and do receptionist stuff...quite honestly I could ask for a better job for break...I just wasn't expecting it. Oh well, I will enjoy it and it will give me something to do so I dont get too bored...lol Thats about it for me. I am going to the game tomorrow for the semifinals and then I'm home for break. I have two papers to get done before monday, but it will work out..they are mostly done =)
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| I should also be panicing about now, with a 15 page paper due on Tues and a test...but I've decided that won't do me any good, so I am sitting here and updating my xanga. LOL Yes, I'm a dork but that's nothing new. I am currently working on another paper for another class and an annotative bibliography...so much fun. I have been wondering the past week why I am a grad student again, and I keep coming back to the idea that I am just a masochist and in some sick and twisted way I am enjoying this all. Yes, I need help...lol
On a lighter note, Thanksgiving was great. Lots of turkey, family and really nothing else. I got back to school on Sat so I could go to the game with JR. It was awesome. GO BEARCATS!!! We are playing in the third round of the playoff this coming sat and again its going to rock. The bf and I are good. I really enjoy my time with him. He's a sweetie and is the highlight of my week. (dont know if I should really admit that...hehe) anyhoo, that's it for me. I'll try to update sometime before the coming year, but no promises | | |
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