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Name: Samantha
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: St. Joseph
Birthday: 9/6/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: I love to write and sing and praise the Lord. I like anime (japanese animation) and just having fun in life. I also love my family and all the wonderful friends i have.
Expertise: People, I love people and getting to know them and helping them in any way possible. I feel that I have pretty well developed listening skills and can be there whenever needed for others.
Occupation: Unknown at this time
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  damselinadress_2005
AIM:  theoptimist06
ICQ:  293535673
Member Since:
4/13/2004
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| Not that any one really reads this or anything, but it's kinda fun still to update now and again. I am currently getting sleepy, so this will be short....So far so good on the whole month of oct, all 9 days of it...lol I had a great weekend with my bf JR. For those out of the loop, yes I have a bf and no I'm not saying anything more then that...lol I went to a wedding of a friend of his and got to dress my Ren costume since it was a Ren type of wedding. We had alot of fun and I got to meet his great friends. I think they liked me, at least that's the vibe I got. I also met his mom and sis. They are really sweet too. I had fun meeting them. Anyhoo, sleepy time...later | | |
| Alex and I went home for the weekend for Ben's Bday. We got to see our Uncle Junior race around the speedway for ten laps. This was sorta excitin..I just am not so excited about the whole racing thing. If course I dont drive so it would be hard for me to get excited about driving fast. So now we are back in Maryville and I am trying to write a paper for today. Not sure how its going, but its going...lol Well thats about it for me. I should start blogging about social rants or rail against the stupidity of people in life, but really all i can say is the world will equal itself out sooner or later. I pray I am not on the side that gets equaled out. later days | | |
| Life as I know it can now resume, I have internet!!! I also have cable so maybe I won't burn out my DVD player as fast. As school is concerned I have been quite busy and will be for well the rest of the semester. But I think that I shall fare well and not flunk out. Just have to do well enough to keep my GA position. I have a few papers to write..so back to the grindstone for me...later days | | |
| I have enjoyed everything thus far of this weekend. I have ate great food, enjoyed the company of wonderful friends and already have a few birthday presents. I am spoiled and I love it. Well spoiled isn't quite the word, but it works for now. I haven't picked up a book so far and I know I will regret it when monday night rolls around. Oh well, such is life.
I have decided that I am screwed when it comes to getting cable and internet at my place for now. I have had it with fighting them for now. I will be calling on Tuesday to see if they actually came by on Friday or if I get another chance to yell at someone. I however did call at 3 before I left so I could see about rescheduling and of course no one was there. I know it's a holiday and all but that is just rediculous. *sigh* Ok, for now I am done with it and will resume the good fight on tuesday. Just nice to get it off my chest again...lol Oh and Ren Fest pics to come soon as I get them from Alex. | | |
| - walk away Well, not exactly. Its basically a state of mind for me now. I have floundered for a year and yet have seamlessly slipped back into the academic life. Why did I have to wait so long? I'm not sure if it was the need to grow as an individual or just a needed break to allow myself to see exactly what I want out of life. I want to be happy, but not in the capitalistic sense. I want to be free to follow my dreams and goals without the hinderance of feeling less then perfect. I know I am imperfect and that's what makes life so thrilling. I know I will make mistakes and will fall, but God and my family and friends will be here to pick me up and help me to back on track. I have no worries in that. My concerns lie in the idea of individuality and dependance on others. I know most of it stems from living with someone all my life, whether family or friends. The whole living alone thing is liberating and yet scary at the same time. I love it, yet despise it. I am also afraid of getting so use to it that I close myself off for the school year and hide away from everyone. I doubt that will happen, but if I feel overcome by school I just might. Nothing is certain in life, I just put my whole heart and faith in God. Where He guides, He provides. Amen.
TTFN
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